Well the moment has arrived. That dreaded half way through your life time, a bodily hiccup. Today I found myself searching for a song to capture the very essence of how I was feeling. I'm affraid I came up with David Bowies' song Space Oddity, it was a definate "ground control to major Tom" moment. It was just like floating in outer space without a lifeline to pull myself back into the space ship. HORMONES EEEEKKK.........
When we start imagining ourselves floating around in outer space then it's probably time to walk off into the wilderness and attempt to go to ground. Some meditation would probably help. It is so hard at the moment keeping on track, all I want to do is skip off into fairy land. Actually, I keep saying sorry to everyone as it's been difficult focusing on their conversations and I can find myself wandering. The other day when I apologised yet again and made mention of being off with the fairies, I heard my dear husband Trevor make a small yet somewhat significant comment under his breath, "I will have to speak to those fairies, as they keep on bringing you back". He will keep, still it's been a funny day, men don't mind talking about menopause, one chap (Gazza) said "women deserve menopause". He will get his as well, another said "my misses has had a hard time over the last two years, we're finally friends again". I wonder who really had the hard time, his wife or himself.
Well I guess a few trying times are ahead, perhaps I will need to give Trevor some time out from myself if I get too ratty. Then again, pay back time for the fairy comment, tee he, lol.
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